Histrionic Progenitor Isn't it obvious?

Multi-Purpose

It’s been a busy few days…

Thursday morning, Heather was doing particularly not well and we wound up in the emergency room starting around noon.  The ER docs handed her off to neurosurgery, who handed her off to urology, who didn’t really help much.  Thanks to some relaxing and some Valium, she seems to be doing better right now.  We’ll see how the next couple of days play out.  (For those of you who don’t know how visits to the ER work, we got home slightly after midnight with a diagnosis that was exactly the same as the symptoms she went in with, as well as a “come back if you notice” list also including all of the symptoms she went in [and walked out] with.)

Jason called me the other day.  He’d just heard about mom.  I honestly feel like I should call him back, but I have absolutely no idea what to say to him.  Jason and I haven’t talked in a while and I know there some messy feelings going on, at least on my side.  Even so, “not avoiding communication” is on my list of things that are making life better, so I need to find a way to connect with him.

There’s a lot more, I’m sure, but I’m not really in the mood to go into it right now…

I know you mean what you say, but you don’t always say what you think. You keep almost everything of what goes on inside you close to your chest, and you don’t let anyone see what you’re thinking unless you want them to.